I heard you’re getting married. I had been thinking about something completely unrelated, then suddenly there you were in my head. I was at the old neighborhood when it crossed my mind, and the timing felt weirdly specific. I’m not trying to complicate anything. I genuinely hope your marriage is peaceful. You don’t have to answer.

Honestly, I remembered one of our old trips today. I found an old water bottle right before that, which probably didn’t help. I saw fries and immediately connected it to one of our stupid old routines. Funny what the brain decides to save. That probably sounds more dramatic than it felt. I’m trying not to overthink it.

I need one of my things back this week. I didn’t expect to say that today. I was at the pizza place when it crossed my mind, and the timing felt weirdly specific. I saw pho and immediately connected it to one of our stupid old routines. You can leave it somewhere I can grab it. No hidden agenda. I just wanted to say it once.

I miss how easy it used to feel to talk to you. I realized I still mentally tell you things even when I know the message is never getting sent. I still notice the empty space where your random messages used to be. I hope you’re doing okay. You don’t have to answer this. That caught me off guard more than I expected.

I’ve changed in ways I wish had happened sooner. I was at the diner when it crossed my mind, and the timing felt weirdly specific. I saw spicy chips and immediately connected it to one of our stupid old routines. I’m not claiming I’m suddenly perfect. I just understand myself better now. The timing made it feel even stranger.

You up? I had been thinking about something completely unrelated, then suddenly there you were in my head. I saw pho and immediately connected it to one of our stupid old routines. I miss our late-night conversations more than I should tonight. That caught me off guard more than I expected. It stayed in my head longer than I expected.

I have one last thing I want to say. I don’t want our final memories of each other to be nothing but anger. It hit me earlier today, which somehow made the whole thought feel more random. We had good moments too, and I’m finally okay admitting that without wanting the relationship back. Anyway, I hope you’re okay.

I kind of want to see you tonight. I didn’t expect to say that today. I saw fries and immediately connected it to one of our stupid old routines. I miss sitting around with you, ordering too much fries, and talking until way too late. If that would mess with your head, ignore me. Honestly, it might mess with mine too. Anyway, I hope you’re okay.

I checked your page even though I knew I shouldn’t. This is probably random. I didn’t expect my reaction to be that immediate. I was at the coffee shop when it crossed my mind, and the timing felt weirdly specific. I think I’m finally learning that caring about you doesn’t require having access to you. Anyway, I hope you’re okay.

You up? I’m completely sober, unfortunately 😂 It was such a small thing that I felt ridiculous for noticing it. I didn’t expect my reaction to be that immediate. I’m not asking you to come over. I just miss that kind of easy night. No pressure to respond. I didn’t think that would still get to me.